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Wednesday, October 25, 2023
Yup, I'm Going THERE
Tuesday, July 12, 2022
Welcome To Geekville
Blazing hot out. Even worse at the new gym....and in this house.
Sunday, May 29, 2022
Crushing
More of a vent then a post.....
This day is crushing me. A day like so many others; common, ordinary, dull, mindless, uninspiring. Endless, boring, lonely. The hours and minutes dictated by others. The sun and the breeze closed out behind slammed-shut windows and doors.
I push away the things that I love and enjoy. Restless, unfocused. Nothing gets done. I want to be sour, nasty, rude....but I can't. Can I blame someone for aging, or another for preferring the peace and independence of another place?
Can I just have the privacy to cry...or maybe just sit and stare off into emptiness?
Four years of hard work washed away in an instant. "Move forward, get over it, get on with it". Yes, on the outside those things will happen, and some already have. But it's just a shield, a curtain..... that closed door.
Tuesday, January 25, 2022
RUSTY
It has taken more more then a week to speak of the loss of my dear Rusty. For some reason I just could not come to write about him. Even in my journal there is simply a note of his name and a small photo glued to the page.
He came to us on 6 February 2017 and left too soon......